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Hi Stuckinabadplace,
Your ego, desease, fear or whatever you wish to call it is certainly working overtime for you!
Yes your mind and body and spirit are all connected. You have to have the pain, so you can have a reason to keep the story (whatever that happens to be) going for yourself or life would not make sense to you.
It makes total sense! In your first post you were already looking for the pain and by the second one, you had found it! This is the universe giving you what you want! It is perfection!
What else is going on for you? There are many factors that can be looked at and a part of your pain. Thoughts about what you believe about yourself. Nutrition-lack of or missing things you need, or too many toxins. The drugs you have put in your body all factor in and can cause harm in depleting certain nutriants, or blocking systems in your body from fully functioning.
The addictive part of drugs and alcohol played out in thoughts that appear completely logical, and justified, yet these are how so many millions of us succumb to our addictions, we justified- we listened to our thoughts that in some form or another we NEEDED whatever we were abusing and using. We believed we were not out of control, we thought we were IN CONTROL and every one around us were the nutty ones.
The first place I would start if I were you would be to work with someone who can help me become more aware of the thoughts and beliefs I have in my head, and how to change these. Then and maybe at the same time, I would find someone who can help me figure out how to support my physical needs through nutrition. When your body gets good support your mind will also gain more clarity!
Much love and light to you!~Cheryl
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