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I have a shrink I can't afford to see as I don't have the money for the appt. I have an alcohol counselor (free) I see once a week... but still no relief, no feeling of being happy to be alive... only frustrated. All I want to do is sleep, escape into sleep. Even tho waking up is unpleasant, just sleeping is getting "away from it all" even if just for a little while... My dreams are sort of strange, but not as distressing as being awake and living in 'reality'...
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Dogs may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole.
Don't wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. -Albert Camus
Find the good and praise it. - Alex Haley
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