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Gypsy Feet · 07-19-2009, 05:36 PM

I felt a change in direction/thought/purpose when I got sober. Every morning for a couple of years I would wake up and say to myself "tonight I will not drink". Every night I would drink. I held certain beliefs about my drinking that while maybe were constantly changing minutely, one moment is never the same as the last, were constant enough to allow my drinking to continue.
The morning I quit I had life altering changes in my thoughts and beliefs that were not of the ordinary variety of change. I believe right now I am going through that special change of transformation.

07-19-2009, 05:36 PM	#4 (permalink)
Gypsy Feet mergirl Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: Paradise Posts: 3,783 Blog Entries: 4	I felt a change in direction/thought/purpose when I got sober. Every morning for a couple of years I would wake up and say to myself "tonight I will not drink". Every night I would drink. I held certain beliefs about my drinking that while maybe were constantly changing minutely, one moment is never the same as the last, were constant enough to allow my drinking to continue. The morning I quit I had life altering changes in my thoughts and beliefs that were not of the ordinary variety of change. I believe right now I am going through that special change of transformation. __________________ ~Lisa~ ban the deed, not the breed~ three years of continuous sobriety and counting <3 (its a sideways heart!)