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Originally Posted by Believe808 
I was thinking before, when I started working on Step 4, I was out of sorts, going in and out of being dark, I spoke to my sponsor and some people in program and they said the same thing happened to them. So maybe that's what's going on right now with you. You did say you are working on Step 4, right?
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I met with my sponsor last week and I was like, "right, step 4, let's go!" because the book says to do it right after step 3, right?
He suggested it might be better to work and absorb step 3 for a little longer and I agreed with him....however, mentally I have kind of begun step 4. I have been going through a few of things I will put on the list in my mind.
I don't really think that is it though, I go weird every 30 days, roughly, and it is usually the precursor to the thought "I will have a little drink, it will be different this time" (alcoholic insanity).