Yep, it's been awhile since I've been back on here and I really should stop by more often just to say "hi" and "how are you doing?"...I apologize.
It's not about alcoholism this time with boyfriend in the past, it's not about my son who is doing really well and taking on his resposibilities. He has a long road ahead of him, but he knows this and for the first time, I truly believe he's made the decision to better his life. He has his relapses, but in recovery, that's to be expected...One step forward and two steps back. But, it's the journey, IF deciding to get clean, that helps us.
This post is about a police officer that I've been dating for almost a year and he does not drink/drug, but within the first month of meeting one another, he wanted to get married. Which totally threw me off. That's the last thing that I want now.
He's very "clingy"...wants me to spend time with him on his days off, but forget about my work hours. He buys me all kinds of things...paid for a trip to Las Vegas. He actually whines when I tell him "no, I can't tonight...I have to get some sleep".
When I go over to his house, we'll watch TV and it'll get to be 2am and I have to get up early the next day. EVERYTIME I tell him "Hon, I've gotta go"...he whines again and begs me to stay. I can't.
he e-mails, calls every day atleast 5 times, has been written up for not paying attention to his police work because he's thinking about me. That could be dangerous for him!
He's obsessed, gets maybe 2-3 hours of sleep at night...every night and tells me all the time "I'd DO ANYTHING for you..You're my whole word!"
He is a sweet man, but a loner, very needy and I cannot do or be everywhere with him when he wants.
I tell him that and he tells me "That's because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"
There's love, and then there's need.
He'll check on me, through websites, to see who I'm talking to. I don't like that.
I need advice on this one:wtf2
THANK YOU!
