your are welcome on sr......by many including myself.
it maybe that you bring out the limited tolerance in some.
you wouldnt be the first drunk to frustrate people.....or the last.
sometimes it can be upsetting for some to listen to someone slowly destroying themselves....i do.....part of me will always want to "rescue"..
yes im alcoholic....i found the solution in the big book of alcoholics anonymous.......i pray you do..
can i ask you a question.....have you worked through the 12 steps of alcoholics anonymous?...with a sponsor.
i dont mean AA meetings........i mean the program of recovery laid out in the big book.
if youve tried everything else.......maybe it will work for you as it has for me.
sounds like youve tried everything else....as i did.
keep coming back.