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It's hard to give up the control you feel when involved with your ED. For me I had to get all area's under control at the same time to get half way healthy. I spent months in the hospital. which got me clean and sober and medicated my bipolar but sent my Ana sky high. It's hard to balance all these things out with out someone knowledgeable and skilled in guiding you through the white waters. On the other side is lot's of hard work and a better life.
Ana is the worst of my struggles now. I still have bipolar swings but not as bad and I've been sober for awhile now. I find living life challenging and new rushes to find.
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