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Thank you so much for taking the time to send me a message and I want you to know that it really means a lot to me. I am SO codependent at this point, but at least I realize that and am going to start taking care of myself because no one else is going to. Addicts are such selfish people. Do they not think about what their loved ones at home are going through? Probably not. Reading what you wrote made me realize I am not alone and I am so sorry for what you have been going through all of this time. There truely is some light at the end of the tunnel at the end I hope.
However, I just got yet another call from my partner and he told me that I'm not his father or mother and I can't tell him what to do. He said I took him to rehab and it is my responsibility to bring him home when he is ready. And he is still going on about how he really doesn't need to be there because he wasn't abusing drugs before he came since he was on a maintenance plan using Suboxone. He also said he has his mind pretty well made up that he's leaving next weekend. I let him know that if he leaves early it is really going to cause problems in our relationship.
At least he has used up his calling card and can't call me anymore until he gets a new card. And I can't send him one until I get paid on Wednesday. I assured him that I would call him at least once a day until then.
This is going to be the longest 30 days of my life.
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