[FizzyWater]

Hope yer ok Nands.

I actually had a bottle of vodka in my hand yesterday when I was in Tesco's.

I picked it up looked at it, really wanted to buy it, then just a little something made me put it back, don't know what ..............................................

I actually kind of know I'm going to drink again just don't know exactly when yet, and every day I manage to push the day back makes it less likely, or so I hope, maybe I'm just delaying the inevitable.

Anyhows, for me anyway, its not the day I drink again that I'm that bothered about to be honest, its the day after.

If I do drink and am able to cut it off at just one day then I'll be fine, the concern is that I find myself back in the situation where I've been drinking for a year again.

So ok Nands you drank yesterday or today or whatever timezone we're in, we are allowed to leave it at that though, you don't have to keep on going into today or tomorrow.

So you drank one time out of nearly the last 2 years, so what, worse things will happen, please don't go on to make this blip something bigger than it is.