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Jen,
I know how you feel. I teetered as well over the past 8 years. I have finally "surrendered" and realize that I totally need to let go of the idea that I can use drugs anymore one day at a time. I kept an out always like" I'll go a year and then maybe use" etc. or other crap like that. I would within the next few days use again. I have learned it is a change of mind that makes all the difference and a total that's TOTAL dependance on God!!
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If nothing changes, NOTHING changes
Wantingit!!
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