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Hi Jen, I'm a recovering opiate/cocaine addcit, 9 months clean. You and I are about the same age.
I 'teetered' that fence for a very long time...thinking that I could have a normal home and family life while all along using and abusing pills and coke. By the end, the drugs won and slowly took me away from my family and more toward them.
The drugs will always win in that aspect. There's no such thing as a well functioning drug addict. You may be able to 'fake it' for a while, but your addiction will one day take over and destroy you and your family.
Please consider what I'm saying and please get help.
Keep posting...you'll get a lot of good advice and support here.
Penny
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