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jen32 · 07-09-2009, 10:54 PM

my name is jen, i was 32 when i first logged onto soberrecovery, i am now
37 almost 38. i have been living a life of active addiction for a long time. my
addiction to meth started at the age of 24. in the last 13 yrs iv had a soberiety period of about 1 and 1/2 yrs. i am tired, really tired. iv been in and
out of the doors of A/A and N/A over and over again & they keep saying to
Keep Coming Back, so i do. sometimes i think 'its ok, im ok' when in actuality i am a mess!!! i have to take some actions (like i havent said that before) and
just do it. i know if i ever want to get anywhere with my life i am going to
have to stop teetering on the fence. aaauuuggghhh!!

07-09-2009, 10:54 PM	#1 (permalink)
jen32 Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Concordia, Kansas Posts: 16	when will it end??? my name is jen, i was 32 when i first logged onto soberrecovery, i am now 37 almost 38. i have been living a life of active addiction for a long time. my addiction to meth started at the age of 24. in the last 13 yrs iv had a soberiety period of about 1 and 1/2 yrs. i am tired, really tired. iv been in and out of the doors of A/A and N/A over and over again & they keep saying to Keep Coming Back, so i do. sometimes i think 'its ok, im ok' when in actuality i am a mess!!! i have to take some actions (like i havent said that before) and just do it. i know if i ever want to get anywhere with my life i am going to have to stop teetering on the fence. aaauuuggghhh!!