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emmer · 07-09-2009, 10:42 PM

Thanks so much you guys. Sometimes life gets really tough.

People come and go out of the program and i miss them,bad. I spaz out in my own head and think, F-it! It's my turn to "go out"..........but i don't, instead I trudge along trying to have faith that I'm doing the right thing staying clean.

My mind ,like every addict (i assume) see's only the "fun" in using. It's always focused on the "good" aspects, never the sh!tty times.

I suppose if we could just use once or twice we, wouldn't have a drug problem

07-09-2009, 10:42 PM	#29 (permalink)
emmer Guest Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 2,716 Blog Entries: 10	Thanks so much you guys. Sometimes life gets really tough. People come and go out of the program and i miss them,bad. I spaz out in my own head and think, F-it! It's my turn to "go out"..........but i don't, instead I trudge along trying to have faith that I'm doing the right thing staying clean. My mind ,like every addict (i assume) see's only the "fun" in using. It's always focused on the "good" aspects, never the sh!tty times. I suppose if we could just use once or twice we, wouldn't have a drug problem Last edited by emmer; 07-09-2009 at 11:08 PM.