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it truly isn't easier to not do it at all, if it was I'd have not had the two big relapses I've had since joining this site in May, I mean when I read those posts (and when I wrote them) I was adamant and confident I could grasp permant sobriety but Boom, few weeks down the line lets get wrecked again. But moderating drinking ain't in the equation for me when I get wrecked. I get wrecked. I find alcohol such a tricky one because I DO truly love the taste and (initial) feeling but boy when the monster is unleashed there ain't no stopping it untill pass out 3 days later.
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