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Old 07-09-2009, 01:12 PM   #1 (permalink)
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On the edge
My doctor started me on resperidone last night because I have been having self harming visualizations and thoughts. Ihave been attending IOP and yesterday when the nurse came in she said she was very worried about me, because of the awfull visualizations.

I just started taking resperidone last nightand it has me feeling very strange kind of like I'm inbetween sleep and awakness. I hope this makes enough since to get some esh.

I have also been having drinking visulaizations that go along with self harming bejavior.

I don't know if any of this will make since because I am feeling so strage. My IOP therapist said that I could use SR as part of my crisis reduction plan/ Support system.

Anyway I was doing well for quite some time and these symptoms started coming out of the blue a few weeks ago. I was initially diagnosed with bipolar II in October. Now my doc. says it's bipolar I with mixed/ dysphoric/pyscotic episodes.

I really needed to vent this. If anyone will respond or just talk to me that would help me I think.

thank you
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