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Thanks for asking bnme I'm out in Utah. Nice enough place to live. Where r u at? There are a few of us tired this week. I haven't slept for more then 4 hours in a week. I can't believe I'm awake right now. My cousin is coming over today, he and I were best friends as kids and he has become a very spiritual person as I have become.....drunk....I haven't seen him in a couple of years but in recent months we have been talking over the phone. I can't wait to see him and give him a big hug.....and yet I'm really anxious. I can't shake it..... I have been a stay at home and drink alone person for so long I feel real uncomfortable having someone come over....I don't like it but I want to reconnect to my family so bad. My head is enough to drive me insane. He said he would be coming sometime after noon and it is a little after noon my time right now, should be calling or texting me soon. Good to see you here with 10 days Jade19, your doing awesome and you too with your smoking bjork. You made me laugh with "I can't stand any of my friends right now". Hi Chamabama, hi NewBegining010.
Guess I'll take a shower and have some coffee....oops out of coffee. Oh well looks like another trip to starbucks in my pajamas.....I actually kind of enjoy that....I should make it a point to run out of coffee more often....it's the little things that make it all worth while.
Take care everyone.
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