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I get so angry with my addict boyfriend sometimes. What do I do? BLAST angry girl music and sing. A good one is Lily Allen "F*** you".
It’s a temporary fix, but it helps. Just singing the words F*** you over and over again. Sounds childish, but somehow by the end of the song my head is no longer hot and I can think rationally. I'm setting myself up for disappointment if I expect anything from him regarding our relationship. I remind myself what I’m in it for. And at this point it’s only for the occasional good times we have. The bad times? I don’t think about them. They don’t exist. I just sing f*** you and move on. He has every right to be unhappy, and make his mistakes. But I won’t be a part of it. It’s a waste of energy. And it doesn’t do anyone any good.
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