Joe...that is absolutely fantastic. Your HOW theory has gotten me through a lot of meetings where I felt I was going to be a tad dishonest about wanting to use again. I do, everyday...and I didn't want to admit that. But I am being more honest, more willing to open up to a room full of addicts who are suffering the same way I am. It feels good to share that emotion with others who really get it. I am so happy for you and your four months. You must feel on top of the world. What a great milestone! I don't want to sound condescending...but I am really proud of you! You're definately an inspiration. Can't wait to say I have 4 months under my belt! Great job!