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If you read the beginning of my post, my last one, I mentioned that a friends husband called to tell me she was missing, had gone back out.........this is where my head is. I know how bad she wanted to do the right thing. When is too much, too much??

What's going on is between my X husband and I, not a debtor. He knows I'll be homeless. Yes, it's over child support but me being homeless? That doesn't sound like a reasonable option............but so it goes.

Below is the reply to how my 4th of July is going??? News of my friend, knowing how much I know she wanted this, and now she's gone..........

Well the friend that I mentioned in the beginning of this post, the one who's husband called me? She's dead. That has me now wondering how long and how much one can take? I know how badly she wanted to do the right thing. I know because she told me. Her and her husband were fighting and she went out. So how much is enough? This is about my X. He knows I'll be homeless. Makes me wonder how far to my knees I have to go? Who hates anyone that badly? Do I have to be dead? Is that going to be enough?

I really don't like being dramatic, however I'm not going to sit here and keep saying I'm fine when my emotions, mental state and stress levels are all over the place right now.