| I know for me--I had to eventually face myself and see me for who I was...and it really wasn't as bad as what I had somehow thought it would be. I think most people only allow others to see one side of the coin--the part if them they want others to see..at least, that is how I was for so long. I didn't want others to see what I considered to me my "ugly side" or darker side--the side I tried to hide. For a long time I always felt on the inside like I was running...trying to get away--far away til I finally realized I was only trying to get farther away from me--not anybody else. Wherever I ran away to--there I was>I brought myself with me--including my problems.
Change of scenery for school or new job...nothing wrong with that. Nothing wrong with wanting to venture out and try new things, but if you are trying to escape/run away from something--you will everntually have to face it....wheverever you may be. |