Katie, do you like to read? Maybe there's a bookstore close by where you can go and spend some time. I love bookstores and finding books that I can get so engrossed in that I totally forget whatever is depressing me. You don't have to sit at home feeling lost and lonely. I don't know what the weather is like where you are, but if it's not raining or snowing or there's not an earthquake shaking the ground, why don't you get out of the house for a while and just enjoy the sunshine and stuff. There's got to be something you can do or somewhere you can go to get yourself out of that depressing house. Think about it, Katie.