[PaperDolls]

Why do I find it so hard to ask for help.

I'm sitting here angry at myself and feeling sorry for myself because of it.

I'm moving my belongings out of my old house to storage. I didn't ask for any help. I've been procrastinating. Just sitting here looking at all the stuff.

My sister is coming over later to help but not because I asked. She offered.

There were tons of people I could have asked for help at my home group but I didn't want to bother them. Who wants to help move someone on the 4th of July? If I asked someone they would feel obligated and I don't want to do that to someone.

So what am I left with? Sitting here on my pity pot with no help. It's not worth it.

Next time I'll remember this and just swallow my pride and ask for help.