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Old 07-04-2009, 05:58 AM   #1 (permalink)
Desiree827
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Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Scranton, PA
Posts: 21
Unhappy My biggest trigger!!!

Good Morning everyone,

Happy 4th, I have 58 days clean today and I am having a bit of a problem with the weight that I have gained..............I'm disgusted w/ myself that usually is a big trigger for me to use I don't feel good about myself at all......I'm not sure what I can do about it I just wish this could be easier but by the grace of god I have not picked up..........and I know it's not the answer yea sure I will loose some weight but hell I did'nt eat ever the smell of food made me sick I have gained about 15-20 pounds since I got home from rehab and I hate it......so if anyone is going through this or has I would love to hear some feedback..........Enjoy another sober day............it is what it is!!!!

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