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I find that God will unfold everything I need to do...I just need to stay clean and walk into the next right thing. When I see Gods handy work and I turn a sharp left or right and try to avoid it...I always get into trouble. Many times God presents problems to me because I need to experience the problem (person,place or thing) so I can grow. As for meetings and how they go....God uses us as vessels to carry his message. We cant screw up if he is running the show..I have to speak at a convention coming up. I dont prepair for those I just get out of the way and let God use me. I find that works best. I am sure if you allow him to use you for his use all will be fine.
I hate that you are not experiencing friendships in recovery that are healthy and loving. There are many wonderful people in this program. Seek them out and stick close to them. Keep the door open cuz that person might just walk in and change your life.
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