| I'm out of control, I'm FAT
I have gained 45 pounds in the last 3 years, I have no will power to stop eating. My biggest problem is that I wake in the middle of he night and eat things like cookies and milk, ice cream ect. Ever since the end of my marriage and all the stress (my ex is a alocholic) I am out of control.
I'm depressed don't want to leave the house, heart probles run in the family so I'm frightened, but yet I do nothing about it. URGH!
What is wrong with me? I want to lose the weight, I just feel so lazy about doing it! I'm tired all the time, hell I can't even walk up a flight of stairs.
I'm 5'2 and I'm 180 the last I checked.
Where do I go from here? I can't afford Lindora or even weight watchers...
I'm FAT
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