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NewBeginning010 · 07-02-2009, 11:57 PM

Welcome & thanks for sharing keitheo :-)

I have just started to talk & listen to my HP again (today). I was somewhat inspired by the TV series "The Cleaner" that I have been watching recently. He is basically an X user that asked for his HP's help when he was on the ropes & made a deal to help other people/addicts/drunks if he survived.. great show!

I actually went to the beach today after exercising & found a quiet spot by the water & talked with my HP... it was great. The waves talked back a bit & I was mindful of not talking too loud or moving my lips lol whispers mostly. My HP was the the glowing sunset & I was asking for help & guidance in all of the tough situaltions that I am currently going through. Felt great!

If I ever head someone talking aloud with nobody around I would have thought they were crazy.... now I am the crazy straight guy on the beach lol.

Here is a great site to watch the series (and movies etc. but dont tell anyone K?) You need to click on the beta link to see the videos & skip some ads that come up (click skip on the top right hand corner)

Make sure you click on "Click here to launch the NinjaVideo Helper Beta 0.3.9" in red.

Dam... that was a long post, thanks for helping me to write about my first time talking to my HP since I was a little kid :ghug

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NewBeginning010 Member Join Date: Feb 2009 Posts: 1,300	Welcome & thanks for sharing keitheo :-) I have just started to talk & listen to my HP again (today). I was somewhat inspired by the TV series "The Cleaner" that I have been watching recently. He is basically an X user that asked for his HP's help when he was on the ropes & made a deal to help other people/addicts/drunks if he survived.. great show! I actually went to the beach today after exercising & found a quiet spot by the water & talked with my HP... it was great. The waves talked back a bit & I was mindful of not talking too loud or moving my lips lol whispers mostly. My HP was the the glowing sunset & I was asking for help & guidance in all of the tough situaltions that I am currently going through. Felt great! If I ever head someone talking aloud with nobody around I would have thought they were crazy.... now I am the crazy straight guy on the beach lol. Here is a great site to watch the series (and movies etc. but dont tell anyone K?) You need to click on the beta link to see the videos & skip some ads that come up (click skip on the top right hand corner) Make sure you click on "Click here to launch the NinjaVideo Helper Beta 0.3.9" in red. Dam... that was a long post, thanks for helping me to write about my first time talking to my HP since I was a little kid :ghug __________________ "Today is the first day of the rest of your life" Last edited by 51anna; 07-03-2009 at 05:31 AM.