| I'm too young for this
I'm sh** scared if I head down the AA recovery path and follow the 12 steps I'll just end up married or in a monogamous relationship. I'm not ready for that yet. There's way to much punani out there I've still yet to bone.
This fear buggered up my relationships in the past. I was never 100% in any of them. I only wanted fun and not to settle down, I mean f$%#, I'm 23 this year, I'm not ready for that.
I want to stick with my recovery, but I'm still playing the field here. I should look into the secular recovery section maybe.
What are your thoughts guys? has this ever crossed anyone elses mind?
__________________ ONE day at a time  helping others is my new narcotic 'Yesterday's got nothin' for me, old pictures that I'll always see' -Axl Rose "I can't do this all on my own, no I know, I'm no superman" -Rufus Wainwright |