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Well.....here i sit @ 7:00 a.m.,,,,lol, gotta work today, but it's a celebration of sorts.....first sat. In a long time...i'm not taking any morning pills, except my blood pressure....feeling better and better.....i am proud of me...i want to be happy, and somewhat healthy...i've been through quite a ride this month...most of which not good.....i lost my dog, i had an abnormal pap, i lost 10lbs.......i'm not a diet person , never have been....don't know where the weight went....have no idea why, and it's scaring me............i am a mother of 4 grown children my baby will be 25 yrs. Old aug., i am a nanny to nine grands...ages 3 through 11, i am on my second marriage of 4 yrs. To a great guy that's 33......i got a lotta people to live for....hence, getting clean and sober for.....just hoping for the best...knowing i haven't taken the best care of my self for the last 10 yrs......i smoke cigs too, but i'm not ready to give them up....just yet...and hey....i got the greatest friends....right here, had i not been where i been i wouldn't have ever met u guys....so....guess i am doing ok....cuz i'm happy today!!!......although most of u are still in bed...i'm looking forward to checkin in on u all, when i get home this afternoon....i hope u all have a wonderful sat......and thankyou all......for being here for me much love...bnme aka kimmy 2!!
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