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Your not cazy that's what happens these drugs they take over our minds to the point that we no longer know who we are. This will be a battle but you can overcome this- go to a meeting or look around in your local paper for a support group- overcoming powerlessness or addictions- most support groups have the same idea rolling around. I'm a mommy too and I know the chaios of an addiction and being a mom- Find a sponsor-in the meetings- to help you. You can get through this without going to rehab but you have to dedicate yourself more than you ever have before and you have to be willing to change people, places, and things- there going to think your mean oh well it's part of recovery it's a selfish program and it's to get you clean. It sounds like your husband mocks you- that's not support I would hook him and your kids up with some alnon literature- this is life or death!
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