Thank-you for replying!
I just needed to vent
and it's nice to know people care
I called one of the Staff from the rehab
and I've been hanging out with her alot lately
she's helping me get a job, and move out
(in Canada when you're 16 you can move out, I think your parents have to give u permission tho)
but hopefully I'll be moving out soon, and I recently got in contact with a girl I lived in rehab with, and she is still sober, and very good to talk to
I'm getting out of the house more, and hopefully soon I'll go see a counselor or something.