Thanks everyone..Its great to meet you all and talk about this! What scares me the most is the the fact that im not taking that much yet i still get some crappy withdrawals :[
So i can imagine what it will be like if i continue and then try to stop.
I started with just one 512. Then 2. Then 2 and a half. Then the 10/325's. Two of them.
I know i have to quit but at the same time i don't want too..
I feel like i found the one thing that makes me feel good in a long time...My physical symptoms are alil better since earlier today,now its the depression thats getting me. Thinking about everything in my life an all i can do is think about how tomorrow i should be getting the pills. Im literally counting down the hours till i get them..how sad is that?
And yes i have looked up Suboxone . Im scared because that means admitting to my mom i have a problem. Plus im scared that i will be replacing one drug with another :\