Hi.
You might find it useful to read through this thread and see if there is anything there you can identify with. Although we are not qualified to make diagnosis I think that you will find much there that describes what you did. That might help you when you go speak with your doctor who is qualified to diagnose and treat any conditions you may have. Please keep us posted and let us know how it goes. Here is the link:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...lar-facts.html (Interesting Bi-polar facts)