[Sus]

I live with fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue and overall pain from literally my head to my toes. Some days are better than others, but lately it has been out of control - my knees hurt like never before. I'm sure its stress related as I'm selling a house I loved for 9 years and not making any money on it - will end up owing $20k on it if they file the judgment. Then I'll get to file for bankruptcy to clean up my credit. I moved to the south last year to avoid the winters in the north and the move has not been easy. I met a guy I thought was a good man but turned out he's a stoner and player and broke it off with him many times, but this was the last. My son graduated from college and I owe tons of money for that, and I need to buy him a car so he can find a job. But I have no income as I'm a real estate broker, self employed for past 17 years and that industry has been hit hard in the past year. It seems I go from bad to worse. I lost a man I truly loved last year - he died from a massive heart attack and I never got to say goodbye. I know all of this is taking its toll on my physical body. I'm trying to let it all go.

ANY ADVICE??