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I can identify with you.
I think the same about needing social interactions. unfortunately if im not to anxious to meet new people I do strange things to push them away, to test them cus i'm too afraid of getting hurt. and then those fleeting moments pass and you find yourself on your own again. in bed wandering why you can't just be happy. shut the curtains and pretend the world isn't spinning.
I often see people doing jobs like cleaning the streets or working in supermarkets and think they prob go home and watch tv sleep and maybe they have a family maybe they don't, if they dont how does that satisfy them? I want to know how they live this life happily and care free.
someone once told me intelligence is a valuable thing, but also debilitating. to see the world with so many unanswered questions...
You seem like an intelligent person, i wander if this is part of your problem too... and what leads us to drink and do drugs? to try numb our brains down from the over drive.
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