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hello klowny,im charmian and im a recovering alcoholic.i had many bottoms in my life and none of them stopped me.my defining moment was accepting i was powerless and letting go and letting God.you mention your higher power,,you need to start trusting Him more,,,also,i know you are in a difficult position but what do you do for others??? a smile is free,a kind word is free,also helping an elderly person across the street (cliched i know! lol),,but do you see what i am getting at?,i dont know all your story,and someone else mentioned about being in recovery?? are you in recovery or just staying sober with the plug in the jug? you sound like you still have your spirit about you,so start praying! i think you may find that if you start devoting time to helping others then you will be able to help yourself more,,this is just my two penny worth and like i said i havnt heard all your story,but i look forward to hearing more!
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