| So caught up?
I seem to get so caught up in the fray of thought and events coming up and saying to myself "Oh, I'm not going to be able to drink that night" That I lose the basic premace that I can't drink anynight, period. It doesn't matter who I'm with or where I'm at. That's my bottom line.
I really struggle with that and I also struggle with the fact that let's say tonight I have a few drinks, get a nice buzz and everthing is fine. The next night it's blackout drunk time and for no reason.
That's what tells me 'I am powerless"!
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