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Well I'm 1 1/2 days into no nicotine at all. I was visiting my brother in the hospital and got in a fight with his wife and passed out, my bp was 200 over something, I guess I could have had a stroke. Anyway, I sure caught hell from all family and dr.'s alike and they put me in the night for observation. It was scary enough that I hope I can make it through this physical withdrawal period. I feel so stupid for the awful things I've done to my body. I really do want to quit smoking, with my brother here recovering from surgery I'll at least have someone policing my every move, which is a good thing right now. The physical withdrawal for me is HORRIBLE. I'd rather go through alcohol detox again as crazy as it sounds, and mabye it is that crazy....... I just don't want to be addicted to anything anymore, I know I'm very prone to addictive behavior and I'm trying so hard to change. I'm sure some people on here understand.
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