HI!
I wanted to come here and say a special hello to everyone who helped me, talked with me, laughed with me back when i could be here all the time.
I'm going to assume you've heard some of the 'tale' but I wanted to share the during that 'eviction' time when I was still too sick to work - I think that's the closest I came other than the night that brought me into sobriety ... to permanently harming myself.
One person stood by me, and for my {{{Stone}}} I am unspeakably grateful.
I know that all of us from the ol' park have our moments. (that we think the only option left is the ultimate one) And the internet simply wasn't available to me at that time or I'd have turned to you as well. We say in AA 'Dont leave 5 minutes before the miracle' and I have an intimate understanding of the 'slogan' now that I certainly didn't have a year ago. But that slogan outght to include 'don't give up on THEM' either. Thank God he didn't.
I thought of y'all often, and wanted you to know that.
many things are turning around and I KNOW it's because the hypothyroidism is stabilizing. I thought the other day I was 'anxious' and took me several hours to finally realize....
I wan't anxious ... that is what 'feeling better' felt like.
Wanting to get up and DO something ... had become a cloudy memory.
So when it came back - LOL - I didn't kinow what it was!
as far as Trying to get the disability stuff goes....
What a degrading, opressive opportunistic pack of two legged hyena-like that bunch is!
(Not a judgement - merely an observation)
Human beings should not have the license Social Security thinks they have to talk down to, answer evasively, and downright deliberately withould information from... and various and sundry other 'completely within their guideine' behaviours and practices I experienced.
I actually drafted a letter asking them,
'tell me, how many corpses does your boss require per month in order for you to maintain a new car and full coverage insurance for yourself?"
Anyway ...
I knew you'd be there, cheering me on, and just knowing that without being able to come hear and read it from you ... helped me a lot.
I hope this finds everyone I remember so fondly in good health and hope as well that you remain in my prayers and thoughts daily.
Pet the goats for me - I'll be back eventually!