I started using the nicotine patch system on Wednesday. Starting with the 21mg. I went 1 1/2 days with pretty much normal quitting smoking feelings. Same anxiety, stress, feeling like murdering everything in sight, including things like office chairs.......Anyway today at a meeting I completely forgot I was wearing my patch and bummed 6 cigarettes in a row during a meeting. (In missouri they still let people smoke inside.) I realized what I was doing about the 5th chain smoked cig in, but I felt fine, well great actually, so I smoked another. Then bought a pack on the way home. Camel 99 full flavor. My favorite. I just kept chain smoking with the patch on. I did take it off when my heart started to beat weird, but I still just want to rip them open and suck out the nicotine. I've never felt more like smoking in my life. Is this something I should talk to a dr. about?
