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I need some words of encourgment, I have to do a first step again tomorrow.
I am back to a liter of vodka a day, why wtf I already have the warning signs of cirrosis at 35, lost the love of my life my bike, why why do I ******* drink?
I thought the teeth fixing would help 12k yeah I have that lying around I would have another bike......
someone please help guide me......I am going to a biker aa meeting tomorrow I need a sponsor who will kick the **** out of me I am a german hard headed sob. I am lost again ****!
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