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I had a down period in my life before I quit using that sounds pretty similar. Drugs, sleeping around alot, not even knowing names, wondering why I was even doing these things, etc. Anyway, when I quit using at first I wanted to seek out sexual gratification as a normal means of pleasure, but knew it was for the wrong reasons. My views of sex and relationships changed and I had a very long dry spell that did suck, but it was great learning experience. You're still getting used to being sober again, and sometimes parts of you might change. It's not bad, and for me it turned out to be better. I find relationships and other sexual type things much more meaningful and not so empty and desperate...if any of that makes sense... Just throwing in my 2 cents.
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