Hi Lost, I am so sorry for the loss of your son to his horrible addiction. When my children were small, someone once said that they are God's children sent here so I could raise them and do the best I could, and when he needed his special angels, he will call for them. Addiction is awful, I know because I am an alcoholic/drug addict. I hope and pray that you will find some peace in knowing the pain of his addiction is over.