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lostthebattle · 05-16-2009, 11:42 AM

My sister gave me a book on grief yesterday.Ryan has been gone over 5 months.I can't move past the disbelief and anger.
The thing is if Addiction was a person and it's name Oxy I would blow it's head off.
Ryan has put himself in his grave by doing the drug.Before when Ryan would do something stupid like fail a drug test I would let him have it.How can you get angry at someone who has killed theirself from a relapse?
Here I am left to live with his death.

05-16-2009, 11:42 AM	#1 (permalink)
lostthebattle Member Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 27	Broken My sister gave me a book on grief yesterday.Ryan has been gone over 5 months.I can't move past the disbelief and anger. The thing is if Addiction was a person and it's name Oxy I would blow it's head off. Ryan has put himself in his grave by doing the drug.Before when Ryan would do something stupid like fail a drug test I would let him have it.How can you get angry at someone who has killed theirself from a relapse? Here I am left to live with his death.