"Driving me insane, making me absolutely break down and cry, then pointing her finger at me and saying "see? Look how F'd up you are" "
Ughhhh, I think many of us here can share that sensation. It turns my stomach just to remember!
Ago, aren't you glad you have another chance to live a fruitful relationship? Its been almost a month since I am going out with a guy and yes, there are some issues but its also Night and Day.
I look at him and look at ME and my choices, and I have some tender emotion for the guy as he represents my progress. It is a very sweet feeling, specially after what we have gone through before (I agree 50% are personal bad choices, but what about the other 50% inflicted by the other person?).
I am just wondering how many people stay in abusive relationships believing that's all there is, and never get a slight change to feel truly loved and able to trust.