Sweets please don't give in to the temptation. I promise you, it won't make anything any better. The relief you're seeking won't be there. You'd have a little numbness for awhile, but all the problems will still be there when you sober up. Then you'd have remorse, a hangover, possibly even have trouble getting off it again. Know that this will all get better, nothing lasts forever - it just seems like it at the time. I'm glad you came here to share this - please keep posting if it'll help. Love, Joanie