| A Mother with out a child
All I see on the TV is Mothers day this and Mothers day that. Go to the store posters all over the place about Mothers days sales. This year I will not have a Mothers day my child is dead. I look around my house seeing all the past Mothers day gifts my son gave me. A glass boat, a glass rose, a flower in a glass bottle. Not counting all the live flowers that are dead and gone. A cupid with a red rose that sits with a dead red rose I brought home from the funeral home when Jason died. I am left with a deep dark hole in my heart with so much grief I can hardly carry it any more. I ask God why my child, God why me, praying for some kind of insite to what has happened to my family what did I do wrong.
Also my dear Mother died 2 years ago. She could have helped with all this she always did help when I had a problem. She is now dead too. A milliion tears have left my eyes allways praying for some kind of hope that things will get better time will tell.
Maggiemac
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