| miserable in my head
these so very extreme racing, obsessive thoughts are driving me absolutely batty, i dont know what to do about it, i suppose it is part of having BPD? i dont know, i am on ocd med, mabe need to up the dose, i am also on Zyprexa, because i am constantly hearing things that havent been said, like i will be having a conversation with a friend, and swear up and down that they said a certain thing, that they say they didnt say, my mind plays tricks on me all the time, and i jsut wish i could take a "vacation" from my head once in a while, well all in a while i am so feaked out about leaving the house,
not really sure what im asking, i just want to know that im not the only one, i guess , I jsut feel like no one understand what its like in my head,
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