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SQUEAK6007 · 04-28-2009, 03:16 PM

all i want to do is sleep after coming off years of high doses of benzos. i feel like RIP VAN WINKLE! like i've just awakened and everything's changed - everyone - including me - is a lot older. there are so many things i don't remember - important things, like hospitalizations! i came across a hospital bill that said "no driving for 6 months" ... i don't even remember BEING in the hospital then (that was over 6 months ago.) i feel like i need to run, but i'm in 5 feet of water - out in the ocean - with heavy clothes on. it just seems like it would be so much easier to just float... just be carried along. nothing really feels good except SLEEP. i have to force myself to go to meetings - or to do anything.

04-28-2009, 03:16 PM	#1 (permalink)
SQUEAK6007 Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: front royal, va Posts: 5	Day 127...zero energy all i want to do is sleep after coming off years of high doses of benzos. i feel like RIP VAN WINKLE! like i've just awakened and everything's changed - everyone - including me - is a lot older. there are so many things i don't remember - important things, like hospitalizations! i came across a hospital bill that said "no driving for 6 months" ... i don't even remember BEING in the hospital then (that was over 6 months ago.) i feel like i need to run, but i'm in 5 feet of water - out in the ocean - with heavy clothes on. it just seems like it would be so much easier to just float... just be carried along. nothing really feels good except SLEEP. i have to force myself to go to meetings - or to do anything.