Welcome to SR and our Alcoholism Forum.....
I'm glad you are looking into a sober positive future.
Please take the time to read this entire link
blackout drinking is discussed there...lots of good info
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...influence.html
I noticed you have Rule 62 as an avatar....
Do you know that is from AA?
I use AA for my recovery.
Thanks for sharing wieth us....do keep posting
We do understand and Yes! many of us have recovered