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I realized that I resented myself...
4 kids is the reason why I do all I can to tolerate it. My wife is NO sponsor of anything except the wrong stuff. Don't get me wrong, I was calm and open-minded when we talked. But later, as that recording kept going through my mind over and over built up my resentment and frustration.
Moving out to live alone isn't a good idea, either. However, I'll try to see if I can move out and live with a roommate in and around Houston until I recover. Suggestions are welcome my fellows.
Now, I have to start all over again.
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